Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Goodbye and hello


The last twenty-four hours had never been so tough to pass, uneasy and uncomfortable. It may sound unnecessary or exaggerating, but it's time to leave the baggage, the tears, the hurt and the past behind. A little forceful, but time never stops and there's no time to waste weeping anymore.

I lost someone who lost his love for me, but I gained unmeasurable love and care from my family and friends, got back on talking terms with my bff, found a buddy who made hanging out so natural, made new friends, had many firsts etc. Thankful I didn't spend Christmas, nye and nyd alone. 2015 came to an end with loads of warmth and laughers that I couldn't be more grateful for. Goodbye 2015.

Hello 2016. You started with a bang of fireworks which was totally unexpected, many impromptu activities that followed. First day almost ended sour, luckily it turned out to be one of the first+nice experiences again. The weekend too, ended with a good note. So good that it made me think hard that maybe I've finally start learning how to be alive.

Please let all the good things never come to an end. Let me believe in fairytales once more, let me trust wholeheartedly and one day, I'll start smiling from within.

My friend once told me that I was running like a snail because I was jumping up and not forward. I think, because I was restricting myself. Now I'm moving forward, faster, and perhaps one day, I'll get to somewhere.