How should I feel when I really see it with my own eyes, not hearing from other people's ears? I'm feeling something, not because he moved on, but because he already moved on. Not sadness anymore, just emptiness. I know it's ridiculous to compare, but I just can't help but feel worse about this shithole I'm allowing myself to fall into.
It's a debate to delete the archived, and another debate on if keeping it would actually make me move faster.