This week has not been a good week. Got chided by my boss, for some stupid mistake which I would have never made, if not for trusting. I do admit it's my fault for the miscommunication, but he could have manned up and said he was the one who told me 'she said there's no new resumes' but she did smsed him (after) and told him there's resumes to screen. He told her (the next day) he didn't know it's urgent, I'm like f**kyou I told you that boss wanted resumes yesterday evening. Fine, he's a coward, but he could've at least have balls to apologize to me? For 'sabotaging' me. Nope, zero sorry. He didn't even f**king looked like he's apologetic. The girl? She should have been neater with her work, forward what forward, cannot create new email? At least she apologized for dragging me down into the shithole, even when it's me who didn't communicate with her directly.
Her outlook not working (I was unaware), so I didn't see the new resumes coming in. I even checked her gmail, and because she kept forwarding, apparently 'Executive Assistant' email was lumped under 'Senior Test Development Engineer'. Of course I didn't see new emails, I wouldn't even go open it cause the title had zero linkage. Plus with the confirmation from Alfred ..... UGH. Could've busted them out but I didn't know why I didn't clarify all these. Maybe I'm just tired of trying to prove myself to my boss. If she doubt my work after 1 year plus, I don't know why should I bother clarifying anymore.
Just feeling so shitty and so damn frustrated about how I landed myself into this plight.