Sometimes I feel so lost and it feels like finally I'm being me? Just a boring person with boring life. Japan is creeping near but I'm not particularly excited about it. I'm just so sian and can't shake this feeling off. Y'know how it feels like to rant here about the same'o mundane things and be comforted by silence? I just ... I don't know.
Times like this family is the best because behind all the eye-rolling situation, they genuinely listen and am here for me, always. Life is not easy, but they never ever shaft it in my face that the situation I'm in is far more blessed than theirs. When it's tough for me, they treat it as though it's as hard as the hardest for them. Silently but powerful. Family. <3