I really must have done great deeds in my past life to deserve such blessings. One of my friends witnessed this incident and came all the way down to tell me the truth. We all know how easy it is to tell a lie, but truth? Especially the truth that hurts? It's not easy. It must be heaven's will to open my eyes so I wouldn't have to cry so hard anymore. Everything happened in one day, and as much as I hate to say, thank goodness it's not months!
I think I love him too much to hate him. And I'm glad it's this way because this is what love really is. Love makes you think of the other half first before self. Therefore I stopped chasing and let him go to find a happier place. Soon, I will stop speaking of him here in this space (hopefully).
I was thinking when would it be a good time to tell the rest of the clique what happened. I didn't want them to feel unimportant. At the same time, I was afraid of the impact caused on my innocent friends. But it's something I have to do and to allow them to protect themselves in future. My innocent friends. All in all, I'm glad I was the victim. I rather the victim to be me than them.
My friend said, 'When you lose something, you lose it forever.' I lost my fairy tale bubble, and I know it will never be the same anymore.
Thank you for the listening ears and company. I love you animals so much.